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Sunday, January 23, 2011
:C @ 7:26 PM

I've been feeling really upset lately.
With university, my grades, my life, dubbing.
Gah, I know I sound completely emo and hormonal, but -NOTHING- is going my way.
It's just so depressing.

I need a job.
I need to redo my test to get an L, because I can't convert my BC license to a toronto license (I need to do it again. shit shit shit. I DON'T WANT TO. I don't want more stress)
I need to pick up my grades. Long are the days of seeing an A.
Seeing that I got a 64% on an exam, strangely enough, didn't make me suicidal (LOL)
I need to do my readings.

Most of all.

I need to STOP CARING ABOUT DUBBING.
Like my license, dubbing gives me unnecessary stress.
Not getting into a group, crushes my spirit. And makes me wonder how good a dubber I am.
Obviously, not a good one.
People who carelessly say things, although I jokingly reply back, those things really hurt my feelings.
Not being appreciated in a group.
I just. I just don't know. I TRY my best. I participate all I can, and yet I seem to get absolutely no where.
It's days like this that make me want to rage-quit dubbing.

And it's entries like this that make me feel completely RETARDED for letting a stupid internet hobby get to me like this.

.........

and I'm over it.

xD


Wednesday, December 1, 2010
; m ; @ 9:16 PM

The pain is excruciating.
I might as well perform dental surgery on myself.
Really.

REALLY.

I'm not making a big deal of a small thing.
WHY DON'T YOU TRY GOING THROUGH THIS??? D':<

It's really really REALLY painful.
Like....sometimes it's okay, it's not painful AT ALL, and I can't feel it.
Then it gets a bit sore and irritating, but still bearable.
Then, it gets worse with these sharp shooting pains.
Then sometimes it's totally safjnaflalg unbelievably horrible that I'm about to cry.

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
GET THESE DAMN THINGS REMOVED NOW. PLEASE.
; A ;

PLEASE????

Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Mou yadddaaaaaa! GIVE UP DESHITA. DX; @ 12:36 PM

Aghh! University is killing me! >___<;; I am so behind on my readings and I have a quiz on my first year seminar course ('Of Golems and Robots' LOL) and I am not prepared. I need to watch Metropolis and Le Golem! DX;; And I haven't yet. I mean....silent movies are not my thing. Why did I take this class? I'm not even paying attention. @____@;;;

And then anthro revised essay proposal and source analysis due soon.

Religion paper due sooon. WHEN IS THE BIBLIOGRAPHY DUE? SHIT. I dunno D: ;;;;;; I hope it's not this friday. DAMMIT.

afnaskjfanfkjfnaksfj!!! And don't get me started on Philosophy. I don't understanddddd ANYTHING. > A <;

Hahhhhhhhh. D: ;;;

I'm going to play a dating sim.

Bye-chuuu! > w <;;

Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Kagamine Rin Act 2- Time & Space ROMAJI Lyrics @ 1:16 PM

TIME & SPACE
Kagamine Rin [Act 2]

Mabushii, kuteri shikeru tai you ni oi eru hodo
Tsuyoku furui tata seru chikara wa katachi wo kaeta

Ah ~ kizutsu ite nigedasu you ni
Ah ~ me wo fusete jibun wo mamotta

Sugita jikan hageshii kodou sagashi teita
Wasureteta subarashii MEMORY omoidasou

Itsudatte anata gaite yowakatta jibun to
Warai atta kimochi oto ni mau MERODII
Michibi kareru mamamotto SUPPESHARU na yoru niwa
Hitomi wo tojireba SO yume mitai na SUTORII


Koware souna kako ni shibararete furueru hodo
Kesshite mise nai mune no oto ni ima kotae wo dashita

Ah ~ tsutsumikomu hikari kanjite
A grain of a sand kaze wo koe to tomoni nagashitara

Fureta kioku hajimari nokoto oboeteiru
Tooi kako no owari wo tsugeru kotomo sezuni

Motto ooki na aijou yubino sakini kanjiteiru
Tadoritsuita basho wa me no mae ni aru your heart
Kuchi ni dashi ta kimochi ima afurete tomaranai
Konya ga sugireba SO atarashii MY STYLE yeah

Itsudatte anata gaite yowakatta jibun to
Warai atta kimochi oto ni mau MERODI
Itsudatte sobani iru kara ne
Anata wo ushinau mae ni
Futari no omoide kokoni toki no nakani nemurou

Sunday, October 3, 2010
; O ; @ 2:31 PM

Ughh I started by not really thinking much about it. I was just like: "Okay~ whatever"
Then they sent me that and now I'm just really upset.
Like not 'I'm quitting dubbing' upset.
But just really upset because I didn't think it was -that- bad.

; O ;

Guuuuhhhh! This is just an internet hobby, I shouldn't be this sad.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010
boredboredboredbored! @ 6:53 PM

Everyone vote for hanabira-gumi in ytchorus battle!
nyahahaaa! > A >

I'm really bored @___@;
I should REALLY do my readings, but I'm too lazy.
And my hair is soo icky.
It's not in the mood to read.

Ohh...glee was on today.
It was awesomeee. = =;

Ughhh well...enough of these fragmented posts.
Imma head off now.

Bye-chuuu!

Thursday, September 2, 2010
I want you! I want you! @ 9:38 PM

Hey guys, it's me again. Ahhh~ lately I've been sleeping really late..well...later than usual. I usually try to sleep before 1am. But it's already 12:41am and I still want to watch my dramas later on, so..I'll probably be up till 4am again. ^o^;; What can you do? (Sleep?!?)

Anyway...I posted a new video on my youtube channel! Please check it out and comment! (ahaa.) It's my IKP audition...but I feel like I should make another one because this is really weak and bored sounding...aughhh. ;;; I dunno what to do. I'll just tell myself it's because my audition was crappy which is why I didn't make it in. Ahaaa. (/no confidence). But speaking of auditions, the top 3 dubgroups are having auditions at the same time. Isn't that a big coinkidink? (What?) xDD That is, Hana Project, Twilight Legend, and IKP are all holding auditions for their main groups. Ahh, back then my dream was to just get into Hana, Twilight Legend and Milky Star. Now...I CAN NEVER BE SATISFIED. ;;;; I just want to keep working hard! Haiiii!


I watched 'Push' today. It was so-so. The ending was really abrupt. D: But Chris Evans is hot so that makes up for 40% of it. ^ ^;;

I want the LG Lollipop so so so bad. I just found out that it's released in America and it's called the LG dLite, but it's not as good as the lollipop. Plus the Lollipop's pink is wayy nicer than dLite's pink. :'C

Anyway, bye bye!